What did I expect to happen? I know I can't post the things I post and not illicit reactions. If I don't want reactions, then why post? If I feel the need to vent, isn't the idea of venting to do so openly, letting go of all that I have pent up inside? It's like exhaling. I can't hold my breath forever and in order to inhale, I must exhale. In order to do this honestly, I cannot control how someone will react to my post, their reaction is their own exhaling and who am I to stifle someone's breathing....if I don't want to suffocate, how can I suffocate someone else? After a knee-jerk reaction of removing my blog from Facebook, I've decided to put it back. I cannot become comfortable with my feelings, if I'm uncomfortable with the reactions. To deal with it entirely, I cannot only deal with half...if it makes me uncomfortable, I guess I'm on the right track.
Please forgive, and try to understand, that if I pull away as though I've been burned, it's just me trying to come to terms with me...not your reactions to me. I'm trying to come to terms with how I really feel about letting all of you "in". Patience, please.
Ta,ta, for now
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